Tamara Kalinowska

Whatever is to hurt - let it hurt (Co boleć ma niech boli)

Whatever is to hurt - let it hurt
Whatever is to last - let it last
I don't want to sooth that pain
Time will do it for certain

Whatever causes sorrow - let it be
You have chosen her not me.
I don't blame you for that
One can't win with the heart

Whatever is to rankle - let it be.
That it's her, not me.
I won't brake off your engagement
I keep my lion  on the leash.

But don't tell me about her so tenderly
I'm just a woman
Don't tell me that she's the one
I don't have a wooden heart.
Don't tell me about her so passionately
Or my heart will break in two.
Don't mention her at all
I am my own pain.

Whatever is to hurt- let it hurt
Whatever is to last- let it last
I don't want to sooth that pain
Time will do it for me.

I'm afraid to grow up.
I'm afraid to know more than I know
My unawareness is my refuge.

But don't tell me about her so tenderly
I'm just a woman
Don't tell me that she's the one
I don't have a wooden heart.
Don't tell me about her so passionately
Or my heart will break in two.
Don't mention her at all
I am my own pain.

I cannot very well
I have the courage to be afraid
I remember how to forget
I learn how to give and take

Whatever gives comfort - let it come
The time will come to believe
That the angel above my head
Was wrong only once.

 

Untitled Song (Piosenka bez tytułu)

My dear friend
The only friend I ever had
You know who hurt me
You know whom I loved
I have distinguished you
The one from a pack of wolves,
Others hear me shout
You hear me, when I'm silent

It's time for you to go now
Be examined by the muses
Let your guardian angel
Sit by your music stand
I won't spare you gall
In the last days
It would be easier if
I did not count any longer
Cause my world is here
As tiny as this story
It's instead of tears
For those we loved
And you have time to  go there
Where every concert is a gala
So don't count tears for  those
Who stay here

My dear friend
The only friend I ever had
Cause other men, I was at most
In love with them
You have distinguished me
So you'll forgive that too
Others see my luaghter
You see my dispair.
I won't leave you a note,
Stuck unto the door
Even if me and you
Are never we.
Cause I ran away
To cool off the love
You are like my son
You' re nearly his age

Your whole world is there
Where every concert is a gala
Fall in love there, among those,
Who love like we do.
Wherever you hear songs
Follow the notes to the place,
Where people have hearts
Believe me, heartless never sing.

 

Song About Waiting (Piosenka o czekaniu)

I opened the windows and doors
Cause I was meant to be and wait
I didn't feel sorry
For those nights and days
Cause I was waiting for a man.

I went where you didn't want to go
I went to hell and back
I had enough strength to do that
Cause you promised it was worth waiting

I could have been against myself
So that you felt more important
I could have been your shade
So that you felt wiser
I could have been my own foe
I could have stuck there forevermore
I could have hidden the score.
I could have, I wanted
To sit out your coolness.
Cause I was waiting for a man
And I believed I ought to do so.

I went gray in a few days
When I found it's no use waiting.
Now I have a pile of scores.
You're among the notes
And I still wait for a man.
For a man.

 

I'm Not Sick (Nie jestem chory)

No, I'm not sick
I'm able to work
To touch the shared door
No, I'm not sick
I have plans for tomorrow,
I have plans for today

No, please, don't tell me
she gives no hope,
and is followed by bad dreams
Let, let it hurt
Pain means life
And I wanna live

No, I'm not sick
I'm able to work
To touch the shared door
No, I'm not sick,
The one that sticks in me,
Let forever sleep

No, please, don't tell me
she gives no hope,
and is followed by bad dreams
Let, let me know
That I'll come back from a place
That no one came back before.

No, I'm not sick,
Nothing hurts at all.

 

Only Come (Tylko przyb±dĽ)

Only come, only stay. Nothing else I need.
It' no news, nor bolt from the blue
We needed those days in that room,
Where my peace met your uproar.
And you don't ask how I am, as if you tried to prove
That you know me and my story well.

Only come and only stay. I know you rush from far away
You taught me how  to be there, no complaint.
You are worried about me. I am and I wait.
And I can wait like that, wait only for a man.

Cause my heart  behind the times
Does not patch old patches up.
It won't replace two hands with two arms.
It can only be like this
Will give all, or not a thing
I know that, you do as well, we both know

Only come and only stay. Nothing else I need
Here, where noone's to be blamed, no forgiveness
Only come and only stay. I am there at the gate.
I'll relieve you, like nobody can - with my own unrest.

 

Whatever I Do (Wszystko, co robię)

Whatever I do
Love makes me do it
It's the easiest way,
Let it be like that.
For you and for me
In joy and in sadness
Whatever I do
Love makes me do it.

Only thanks to Her, I Am who I wasn't
Only thanks to her, I'm strong and feeble enough
To have gone to the place, where the avalanche started
To have gone to the place, where despair began
I don't regret those tears, though I remember them well
Everything has its purpose, that's the way I understand it.
Only thanks to love, nothing can hurt me
Only thanks to love I still can say: never.
It's my only longing
My only desire
Whatever i do,
Love makes me do it.

Whatever I know
Exists thanks to that,
Only thanks to love.
Only thanks to her, I stopped running away
Only thanks to her, I still can say: I don't know
Only thanks to her, I'm able to forgive
Only thanks to her, I still can say: forever.
It can surprise you
You can be jealous,
Whatever I do,
Love makes me do it.